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So, this blog is about raw foods right? Um, I had a fruit smoothie today with spinach and some grapefruit/orange juice and salad. I think I will make myself some green vegetable juice tonight as well. So, yesterday I went to a student massage clinic a couple of miles from my house and had the most wonderful $40 dollar massage that one could hope to have. This woman was incredible and I made another appointment for this coming saturday. Last night I was completely stood up by a guy who said he wanted to go out with me. That hurt. I seem to attract guys in my life who are unhappy in life and not good at keeping commitments or wanting to commit. Maybe if I was happier and more clear in my own life I would attract other people who are also clear, happy and centered. Okay, so that problem is solved but how do I get clear, happy, and centered? I have been thinking about getting certified as a yoga instructor (as one attempt to bring more happinness to my life) however it does cost like $2,000 and I want to be really positive that it is what I want to do before I pay that much money. I think that I may be too lonely as well. Maybe I need to be more involved with other people my age, possibly through a sports team or some kind of social event? Finding a path to happinness has been difficult and confusing for me. It used to come so natural. I wanted to get certfieid in yoga because I felt that yoga could bring happinness. It connects you with yourself and your body and I feel it could connect you with what your were like as a child. As it stretches and opens up your phsical body perhaps it can open you up emotionally as well. Making your heart more open to living and loving and taking chances.

Well, on to more practical matters, I have been spending a good portion of the day looking for cars, since I will have to replace my totalled one. I hope I can find a good valued car. G'bye!