Friday

I have not made any special raw meals lately. I did make my tacos on wednesday night and I thought they were delicious. I have been eating a lot of guacamole (home made by me) and I cut up cucumbers and dip them in the guacamole. When I am slacking with raw I eat the guacamole with organic blue corn chips. I am still searching for some direction in my life. Sometimes I feel that I should go back to hawaii to live for a longer period of time, maybe a couple of months. It was such a great place to really live from your heart and your spirit, etc.
So, this is how I have been spending my time lately, I have been going to dance classes, stretching, working 20 hours per week, running my small house sitting business (generates a small amount of income). I am taking some acting classes (scene development and improv) to improve my self confidence, public speaking, relational skills, and ability to relax and have fun skills. I have also signed up for some tennis classes that will be starting up next week. I am thinking about going to a local college here to possibly get a degree in acting. The reasons why are because I tend to be more serious but acting always helps me to loosen up and have fun. I think acting is just like being a kid, it is like playing for adults. And right now I need to incorporate more fun into my life. I am sorry this is such a random post, I am jumping around from one thing to the other but that is how my thoughts are right now. I am also thinking about creating some sort of raw food business, like preparing foods for people, doing classes or catering events. People always really like the foods I prepare and I tend to enjoy making desserts the most, they are just too easy!
Okay, warning, I am jumping to the next random thought in my head: I think I need a stronger community around me in Atlanta. In hawaii I was a part of such an awesome close and supportive community and I notice that in Atlanta I spend so much time alone because of the way my life is set up. I see friends a couple of times per week but in Hawaii I spend so much more time with people and here I feel much lonelier. I need to somehow change this aspect of my life. Anyways, another reason I am thinking about going to school for acting is becasue it is such a social job and very creative job, both of which are things that make me a happier person. Well, that is all for now. Tonight I am going to see a musical dinner mystery theatre thing a ma bob with my family. I think it should be lots of fun.