Long time...

So, I am proud of myself because I have eaten 100% raw for the past two days! Yay! I am trying to eat less nuts and more fresh fruits and veggies. I have been doing okay. I am still working part time and calling around to different places to try and find a different job. I don't feel inspired or challenged at my job right now. I feel a need to do more things like my hawaii trip to expose myself to all kinds of things and to grow etc. For the moment I am trying to figure out if I should go to the living light institute. I read a review on give it to me raw that the volunteers only got to cut up food and did not get to go to many classes. So that discouraged me a bit but I still might really learn a lot anyways and meet some interesting people. So, I am still considering it. Also, I found a place located in spain, where they have created a community for native spanish speakers to learn conversational english. They allow native english speakers to the community for a week, for free, covering your room and food. They take some excursions but mostly your job as an english speaker is to speak conversational english with everyone. So, it sounds kind of cool. Also, heathy, you should definitely check out her blog recomended a place called Kripala to me (this is where she was yoga certified). I was checking out their site and it is such an awesome looking place. They really have so many programs available for people to explore and find themselves. Anyhow, they have a program for volunteers where you can stay there for a couple of months and utilitze their health spa, yoga, dance classes, and workshops (theatre workshops, and they even had a yoga circus workshop), your food is provided as well. It costs like 200 bucks for four months. Your room is covered as well as your three meals per day and you have to commit to working 35 hours per week. Anyways, it sounded really cool to me. Like a place to live for a while, not worry about money, be around awesome people and take some time to find yourself. So, I called them and am probably going to send them an application in the mail after I talk with them on the phone and ask some questions. So, a lot of things rolling around in this head of mine right now.
Oh by the way June 22nd was my birthday. It was an alright birthday, I just feel like all of my friends are depressed an confused about their life and I feel that way too a lot. I want to be around people who inspire me and encourage me. I don't know, just hope I get some direction and I feel that doing different things like these will help to give me some direction. I hope at least. Okay, well that is all that is going around in my head for now.